The title isn't relevant to the actual art, it's just the song I was listening to on repeat while drawing, which is comparatively much more upbeat.

Image description: A bird's eye view of Santeri, both in his 20s and as a child, looking wistfully up into the trees from where they lay on the forest floor. Santeri is a squat faced man with white hair, loose clothes, and a melancholy look on his face both as a boy and as a man. END ID